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I'll Love You AFTER The 'Pockylips

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  https://www.cabinetmagazine.org/issues/55/pettman.php https://youtube.com/shorts/1GmZC1vH5WE?si=BLQMCvkuAYAxZEn8 When I was Tesla I had options yet denied romance.  Today as Mathew I have ALWAYS been a hopeless retard in the opposite direction, and oh the lessons I've learned. From Lael in 4th grade, to this very moment with my "The Spoiled Harem" email list of gals a regularly annoy... I tried. I tried to love a human directly. I tried to love humanity. I tried to control ("Control" = overthinking, the opposite of METACOGNITION) my emotions, but that is not healthy or useful for magic. It was too much for you, and too much for me.  The last person to say they loved me was the only one I believed. Sure she was 6 at the time and told to say that as a Jr. JB CBA but Pippin is soul fam so it counts. The love had to go SOMEWHERE. A Muse perhaps. (Yeah, Isla is 13 so you assume I am into her for pervy reasons, no...she is funny and genuine and has yet to learn how...

The Case For 3P Eugenics

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  If you know what the above 4 adult humans have done to 16 kid humans and feel no need to share the planet with them, that is, if you think they should simply be relieved of the mortal coil to face an immediate and brutally empathetic-for-the-abused life review...thank you, you already agree with me. It is July 2nd 2026. The above EXEMPLARY TURD-SWATCH 's  Are the poster for a greater ( in terms of scale ) problem, and I have the solution. You see, child abuse transcends economics. There are shitty humans that don't value the sovereign lives of other humans, both rich and poor , and in those brackets they settle. The rich do not buy children from other rich humans. Middle-class / reasonable humans are too busy trying to better their bubble of reality to bother harming those same wonderful kids they intend to raise and foster and benefit as intentional and beloved.  The Objective Culling of a population is ironically first based on / informed by a subjective & consens...

DOOM PUKING - Collective Trauma & Rage Purge

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  Have you had enough yet? I have. This is scale-invariant, from your "family" to the WORLD, the relentless psychic poison the humans have consumed is nauseating, and there is nobody to hold your hair because they too are hunched over the toilet. Let us pray: "Heavenly Father I know it is your will to give me all that I can endure, and I thank you for the good as well as the bad, erp...but if you could pull the car over... ...Oh, that's better. AMEN." What are you sick of? Yeah, me too. It'd be easier to just list the things that DON'T make me sick. 1. Purring Cats 2. 4K Ginger Porn 3. Naps Well, anyway...what I'm sick of is stupid / evil humans ruining everything all the time. I'm sick of random people writing blogs about how horrible everything is. 😝 ...These people that think JESUS will return as an Ascended Master, floating down from the sky... And then what?  Astrocartography demanded parousia happen at 3:33 am, on a Tuesday morning in Lodi...

Retro Alignment of The Last Narchon

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  I would have liked to put a gun to its head and say, "Be nice or I will kill you!" But what's the point? A Narchon can change its outward behavior but the underlying code remains the same. I've seen them do this, and I'd actually prefer they were just an honest asoul; the mask  is transparent and the act is just annoying. We always hear about how the Narchon fell - into ego, selfishness, dark triad nonsense But we rarely hear of their REDEMPTION ARCH or ascension back to Christ Consciousness. This cannot be a forced thing, and an Egregore Narchon has no core flame to reflect upon, but this one, it was Orga and had Free Will. So what's the problem? Does a parasite realize it is dependent on the host it is draining? A mosquito is too stupid to know it will likely get swatted, as it is buzzy and stingy. Some convoluted parasite / host dynamics are very clever, however... Cordyceps and Zombie Snails are Creepy AF If only the Narchon could blame its stupidity on ...