I'll Love You AFTER The 'Pockylips
https://www.cabinetmagazine.org/issues/55/pettman.php https://youtube.com/shorts/1GmZC1vH5WE?si=BLQMCvkuAYAxZEn8 When I was Tesla I had options yet denied romance. Today as Mathew I have ALWAYS been a hopeless retard in the opposite direction, and oh the lessons I've learned. From Lael in 4th grade, to this very moment with my "The Spoiled Harem" email list of gals a regularly annoy... I tried. I tried to love a human directly. I tried to love humanity. I tried to control ("Control" = overthinking, the opposite of METACOGNITION) my emotions, but that is not healthy or useful for magic. It was too much for you, and too much for me. The last person to say they loved me was the only one I believed. Sure she was 6 at the time and told to say that as a Jr. JB CBA but Pippin is soul fam so it counts. The love had to go SOMEWHERE. A Muse perhaps. (Yeah, Isla is 13 so you assume I am into her for pervy reasons, no...she is funny and genuine and has yet to learn how...