Little Girl Energy & Good Guy Anger

 


When I was just 6 years old I became an uncle. By 12 I had four nieces that for some reason adored me and considered me gym equipment. 

As a daycare worker I had little girls always trying to sit on my lap, saying they wanted to marry me.

These situations were annoying to me.

When I had Lilian Raina enter my life I loved her from the moment I saw her.




After she was ripped from my life by evil scumbags...









There was a gaping hole in my soul, that hole was filled in by extreme rage, and years later by a surrogate daughter, a girl we will call "Jenna".

Think 


or


I fell in love again, with a new appreciation for breathy, squeaky voice and grubby hands 



Get ur headphones


and silly innocent fun (lego, stories, playground, dancing, chasing, sprinklers...)




Sadly, she too was taken from my life.

She inspired a character I have written... 



A 50 yo guy wanting to hang out with a little girl raises eyebrows.

But I'm not a normal 50 yo guy. I'm what the tubes call a 

SIGMA INFJ


It's true, I have always hated adults and loved kids and critters, because they see me for who I am, I don't have to pretend around them, and they know I have no agenda or ego to project.

The thing I AM going to project is a level of rage this planet has never seen. 

(Forgive me for doing the AI negate / affirm trope)


Not whiny bitch tantrums




Not fake Dark Brandon tirades




But something more like





Only good guys get to feel ACTUAL hate / wrath.

New Agers, myself included, accept that all things here in this shitty world are to some degree, APPROPRIATE; the answer to the theodicy question is voluntary incarnation.

Christ Yeshua taught forgiveness, but without the context of,

"...If you wanna get off the wheel of karma." part.

I don't give a fuck about karma or "having to come back."

If it was appropriate for CPS to steal my kid because I was a pothead, and if it was appropriate for my dad and step-mom and who knows who else to violate her...

I reckon it will be equally appropriate when I...

GO DARK MESSIAH








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